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G-D'S FREQUENCY
by
Kevin Rodbell
To hear the Sunday evening BBC news broadcast on 9.83 MHz, first I
flip the red power switch to ON, then I fiddle with the band
indicator. Each band includes a different range of frequencies.
For example, the SW2 band covers frequencies between 4.0-10.0 MHz, while
the SW3 band starts at 10.0 and ends at 20.0 MHz. My most direct approach
to tuning in 9.83 MHz, then, is to switch the band indicator to SW2
(4-10 MHz), swivel the tuning knob, and land on the BBC at precisely 9.83.
But some Sundays I feel especially creative and try to fool the machine:
By choosing the SW3 band (10-20 MHz), I can jam the tuning knob counterclockwise
and reach as low as 9.9 or even 9.85 MHz lower than what this setting
is really designed for. This way, I can approach 9.83 and the British
Broadcasting Company. But it never works. I can feel the knob giving
me tension, and I know that if I turn any harder, Ill spend the rest
of my Sunday at Radio Shack repairing a broken tuning knob. SW3 just wont
reach 9.83 MHz. Conceding to defeat, I flip the band indicator to SW2 and
tune in the BBC in the conventional manner.
According to Rabbi Eliyahu Dessler, a leading Jewish thinker in post-World
War II England and Israel, character improvement is a lot like tuning in
the BBC. The Talmud (Tractate Sukkah 52b) records that Rabbi Shimon Ben Lakish
said, A mans evil inclination overtakes him each day and seeks
to kill him, for it is said, The evil one searches for a righteous
person and desires to kill him (Psalms 37:32). And were Hashem not
to help us, we would not survive, for it is said in the next verse, Hashem
will not abandon us to the evil inclinations hands. The
evil inclination lurks around every corner, poised to dissuade us from fulfilling
our G-d-given mission of character improvement. When we are presented with
an opportunity to tell lashon hara (evil speech or slander), the evil
inclination argues, You cant possibly overcome your desire to
spread gossip about that individual. When an opportunity arises to
gain money at the expense of performing a mitzvah, the evil inclination prods,
You dont have the stamina to overlook this venture you
value your livelihood too much. The evil inclination specializes in
convincing us that we are incapable of changing our ingrained habits: Why
should you even try to change your ways? Youve already put forth a
monumental effort and you have yet to make a dent in your true inner
nature.
On the surface, continues Rabbi Dessler, the evil inclination has
a valid point. As indicated by the Talmuds opening sentence, humans
are capable of controlling their premeditated actions; but the character
traits that are a true gauge of personality, the instincts that mediate an
uninhibited gut reaction, are not necessarily under human control.
The evil inclination employs this fact to convince us to give up hope, that
it is not worth trying so hard when we are doomed to fail anyway. But the
evil inclination is only telling us half of the story. He cleverly ignores
Rabbi Shimons conclusion: Hashem will not abandon us to the evil
inclinations hands. But how, according to Rabbi Shimon, does
Hashem help us in our seemingly impossible task of improving our
character?
Enter the RF-B300. Creativity and a little elbow grease revealed that
a Panasonic locked on to SW3 can still approach 9.83 MHz. Likewise, we can
approach the goal of attitude improvement by using the available resources
namely, our actions. The way we act strongly affects the way we think.
Although molding our actions may not whitewash our deeply rooted character
traits, it can make serious inroads toward changing them. Indeed, Hashem
does not expect us to actually reset our attitudes on our own that
may be impossible but He does expect us to do whatever we can to approach
that goal. Then, once we have done our part, Hashem flips the proverbial
band indicator and suddenly the goal falls into our laps.
As the Day of Judgment approaches we might ask ourselves, Am
I doing everything possible to reach my goals? One who answers yes
can rest confident that he will win this battle over the evil inclination,
because, in the words of Rabbi Shimon, Hashem will not abandon us to
the evil inclinations hands. If we only dedicate ourselves to
the fight, Hashem will be there to help us in our
struggle.
Kevin Rodbell, a
third-generation Atlantan and an alumnus of Yeshiva Atlanta, writes from
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